Brain Fuck

I suffocate beneath the pressure of my own neurosis

you are a brain fuck

and you make me feel

so very crazy

When i met you I was not in a jealous way

You are a brain fuck

and you make me act

so very crazy, 
baby

but baby you were the brain fuck

I was needing

pulling me from my safe space
to head case

secretly revealing

from beneath those dirty sheets

that I 

....was all yours

I don’t like the way you whisper, lean in towards her

you are a brain fuck

and you make me speak

so very crazy

I don’t like the way your hand is dancing up her spine

you are a brain fuck

and make me dream

so very crazy

I don’t like the way your dimples shine through your smile

the way, for her

you always give another mile

you make me scream

out loud my crazy, 

baby

with no means left to claim

since you left me

You are a brain fuck

but baby you were the brain fuck

I always needed

pulled me from my safe space
to head case

secretly revealed

from beneath those dirty sheets

that I 

....was all yours

just when I think it is over and done

you are a brain fuck

you make me tingle

from my own crazy

tumble again, I do, with ease
you are a brain fuck
you make me release
all around you
my crazy,
jealousy,
fuck me, insane
crazy I am
every time you come round again
you are a brain fuck

but baby you are the brain fuck

I was always needing

pulling me from my safe space
to head case

secretly revealing

from beneath these dirty sheets

that I 

....am all yours

~ M. Sneed