Lessons in my head

Me:  "What is wrong child? Why do you cry?"

Me:  "oh, you know, the usual, self loathing and parental guilt."

Me:  "And why do you self loath? Why do you live in guilt?"

Me:  "Because I must tell my children no a lot and I can not give them all the things I want them to have."

Me:  "and why is it, to you, more important to teach them to self loath and to live in their guilt than to teach them the value of a "no" and the art of being truly happy with what they already have?"

~ 6 weeks without yoga seemed to undo all the things that 3 months of practicing Yoga had repaired. My body, my mental state...it all deteriorated so quickly. 25 minutes of Yoga last night was Heaven! It is as I had thought, I simply can not survive...can not live without Yoga being a integral part of my being.~